Faycenna

 i felt so sad/ ok before we start, actually im ok. but little bit tired with biology, the easy peasy subject in my mind (before) but ya its better than i must to lieur with phy, or math, or chemist sometime. hmm, so now i just take a break for a while, coz im so shocked when i look at the rangkuman in my phone from pahamify, its too muchhh aishh. whyy, :( should i go to sleep?, no u must to play all the video on that playlist, please, u can. ok, hmm, now i felt so glad coz i take science class, i mean its balance for the study system. memorize, andd ngitung ngitung, yaa lets to study phy tomorrow, hope it will be easy peasy too :( im tired bye, im so sad. bye. luv <3

 hai guys, so amm im so sad, coz im kinda confuse and little bit yaa so mad. i have a bucket list, and its will be spent a lot of money, but in the other side, i dont want to spent my parents money, i mean we all have out own (kebutuhan) so i can be selfish right. so actually i so confuse for choosing what can i buy, i want to buy ipad, and the cost is around 5 until 7.000.000 rupiah. and, idk is it good or no. hmmm, i want it, but i dont know i need it or no,  i mean we can spent the money for others thing. acutally i ever said to my father that i want the ipad for my study, and my father said why ipad?, and i give some explain to him, and i said i can buy it in december, in my father said ya, inshaAllah, coz something lah. idk the meaning its yes or no, but its kinda like he's agree with me, but idk. huft im so sorry idk, ok i think i must to try to get a money, i mean i cant to always ask my parents to give me money for my education, even this is their responsible, but idk....

hello guys welcome to my struggle life,i feel so confuse, and scared coz idk why im thinking abt, can i survive in this world?   i have a lot of dream, and isnt a big dream, standart, but all the ppl its goin to there and their do anything for get it, and me? i just insane with my self, feelin sad, feelin so stupid, and watch some netflix. hahaha, im trying of course, but its make my self felt more stupid coz i cant find what i want. fot example its today, i gonna study abt bio especially enzym but i cant found it in indonesia version, i got it but different with the subject who my teacher give. and im so very confuse, so i start to open khan academy, without translator and im fucking dont understand what thea meaning, i just write (metaboilsm, ana, and kata) coz idk there is idk i cant tell because im so confuse. soo i move to my cambridge book, and guess what? I DONT UNDERSTAND IT. AND ISNT COMPLETE AS A BOOK IN INDONESIA OR OTHERS BOOK. im crying, or maybe i just didn understand...

 hi guys, welkam again in my blogga. so today, amm subuhh. i would like too sambat in here, coz im so mad, and so  confuse, whyy when i want to try something new, there is a lot of sturgle, a weird strugle in there, im tired and sooo confuse with my life, but i love it. btw, i would like to start my business, idk its will be work or no but im so gabut and i cant sleep so i try to make a business lmao, i know sounds weird and idk whats wrong with my shopee, its trouble aish. and btw today its pembagian rapor in my school, and yaaa i got the bad scores againn well its ok, i dont mind, coz i dont get a money from there too, i mean i can get in others way, idk what i said but well done, its ok, i mean i dont care it. so i want to start my business program. and i know my dad will proud of me even i dont  get the money as him lol. and btw im try to buy ipad idk i will buy the second hand or new, idc coz i wanted to have it this year, idk why, i just do what i want to do

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