Faycenna

 hai moots, i felt so tired. today my father ask me to go to somewhere, u know lebaran main ke tempat tempat org. but im so afraid with all the question yg dateng, kek today i really felt tired with everything, kek sampe i fikirin hal about something yg pengen bgt gw dapetin. im afraid, i feel im not woth for everyone, im trying to make a scars in my hand, but im to afraid and my brother come into my room. sometimes i felt like who gonna care about me? who? never i hate everyone, i want to over all the realationship :( idk again, its hard for me, idk again i felt like i just want to go to neverland gn

i'm afraid, and disapointed. isnt my fault, or maybe i'm just a part of. so should i say sorry for a lot of thing we made? i mean, i know ull hate me and also me too. but the good memories its still there and u have no right to hate them all.