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love u my pity government, and pity people here.

salam alaikum. sadly for know the increase of korona its quiet make a big number. 1000 more. and the died victim its  more than recoverd patient. sorry my english not well. tomorrow its math quiz, but sorry i didnt study today for tomorrow, idk lhah. but this korona its make me feel so more bad, so sad, felt blown. sorry doctor, sorry people, govertment, gojek, cleaning service, police, etc. sorry i cant do more, do my best. but still im not said i love u little government. but im not said u totally wrong. coz we have a part in this case too. gubay, do know what to do. i want to cry. so sad. do more, do more, dont be parasite, love. salam alayikum.

im astro nuts.

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i miss someone who never come into my life now. but its ok, if i just can see you from here. see with far condition. its ok to be disappear. its ok i will go. but please dont go from my eyes. no im not. im astro nuts, sorry. dont call me ms nuts sorry. im still love man, another day and come again. so dont u go again. make me feel ok, and disapper from ur eyes. and i love u from the moon and a big space.

nama nya juga manusia

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manusia keren ya. punya banyak rasa dan dia bisa bedain padahal gak ada wujud nya. marah, sedih, benci, cinta, malu, cemas. manusia lucu ya. udah berjuta juta jumlah nya. berabad abad jadi penghuni tetap bumi. tapi masih aja ngerasa sendiri. kita aneh ya. selalu merasa berbeda. padahal tuhan udah bilang kita di ciptain dari tanah, segumpal darah. oh iya satu lagi, di luar lagi kurang safe. buat kamu juga buat mereka yang terpaksa jadi garda terdepan di kasus ini. kasus menyedihkan, tapi semoga baik dimata tuhan, dan bisa membuat kita lebih baik. selamat malam. we need to rest, the earth needs to rest, our selfish genes need to rest.

terjebak (stuck)

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u cant lie to me. about the message. about all of ur feelin. u falling. falling anf falling. u cant lying to me! No im not. i just try to be ordinary girl. with all good knowladge. with hope. but, i cant be other different. im still different in my way. and say good bye. be with you everytime. but in different space.

go away demon.

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welcome to my world. with me. and weirdo life. different colours. i dont want to be u. just me with all insecurities its ok, fine. im fine with my world. fine with my character. with my stupidity. my emosional. my beloved room. my god.

Matahari di malam hari.

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ada cerita dari ujung hutan. anak hilang pergi tak mau pulang. katanya dia bukan masuk dari keluarga kehormatan yang di dapat nya sekarang. mau pergi saja karena beda dengan apa yang dia punya. bertemu lah dari keluarga kehormatan yang lain. putri buruk rupa yang terasing. berlari bukan karena hal sama. tapi keluarga nya tak menerima putri itu. mereka bertemu dan saling menatap walau sebentar. duduk rapi untuk sekeda bertukar pesan. "Saya Syeth," "Saya Geisha," "Di ujung sana ada rumah keluarga terhormat, boleh datang karen mereka terlampau baik kepada siapapun, sebut saja kawan ku." Syeth menjelikan pandangan nya di hari yang kian menggelap. "Di ujung sana ada rumah keluarga terhormat, boleh datang karena ketampanan mu akan di terima mereka, jangan ucap nama ku, berikan dirimu." Ucap Geisha. "Aku tidak butuh kehormatan," "Aku tidak butuh keluarga," mereka semua berlari lagi, mengikuti alur. hingga terdiam di...

today was ok

assalamualaikum hay u. i d k what can i do, but, i feel so nervous so many task. no many but i dont expect got this task. pftt, just do it shafia, so right now im trying memorize my beloved quran and want to write something here abt covid19, its still increase till 790 and idk its tru or not, news said they got new virus, the name is hanta, what ever, but whats wrong with this? why im not write some blog here yesterday? i got so many task, and join with teh celup group. i like thats group, some time no, coz cannot understand why their talk about. and thnks for dante and danesh for accept me join with insom group, with my erep erep reason lol, heloo if u read this blog. and thanks for ulla, serser, venus, pputle, dund, ilaa,litaa and the all the people there, lova soso.. and, dont kno what can i talk about again. ya, just want to say, everything its will be worst if u feel like that, just ikhlas and u will got it, it is ur life, just do ur life, and all the proble...

COVID 19 Diaries 3

assalamualaikum so its idk day korona virus still attack our beloved earth. and im still stayed in my home, and writing my blog with bad and freaking grammar, word, and etc. try to learn. this week its extra ordinary week. with increase of victims of korona virus. we cannot go outside as we like, my mum said that thing too. about my mum, she's work for government, she is a doctor, and work at divisi who related with this phenom. everyday she talk about korona, every hour, every minute, if u talk with her right now, i'm not sure her ans ur q well. my mum always look at her phone and complain for the freaking impact of korona. she's call some one, or some one call my mum and talk about corona, dont care the situation, or where she is. my mum never talk with a loud/ scream voice. but now, if something wrong/not right, my mum can let out her voice. its so funny actually, like every where, every hour, all day, and all the people talk about korona issue. till b...

pity of my little government

assalamualaikum, hallo, gud nite. so today, its 15 march 2020 (00:19), still at home, with the freaking corona virus outside. idk what can i tell to you in here, i have so many of statement, but, ya i'm a human, and i'm so scare to say something here. but idc. on friday, i got an letter from my school, they said our school still open the KBM in 16 monday 2020, wich is tomorrow monday, and in this sunday i must go back to my boarding school, in the middle of a bad news about corona, everyday the victim are increase, from two person, until above of 34. and i think isnt make sense, like every day we got a breaking news of new victim, about the suspcet, and etc, the victim died, and don forget to the cured ones. and i think  ours school will give us announce about school will close, and ya, we got it today. and for informastion, today the victim is 96, and so sorry, ar u sure with the number? and then, i'm so sorry for your majesty government because I di...

corona virus

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assalamualaikum hello, well today fortunely i can write my blogaa in my home. because why?, because of the school its closed, eh but just the student can leave the school, i mean boarding school. not all the school at my country are closed, but how about my school? idk its a fortunely or unfortunely. but the first victim of corona virus are deteced in hospital beside my school. LOL. and do u know, thats news release when i go back from my home to my boarding school by mini bus travel, just me, with a whole new words about corona virus in media social (no lah). and do u know, the funny moment its about how indonesian people opinion, and act about this virus. like in the first day the news release, i cant find mask in the supermarket or mini market, their bought staple food, sanitizer, etc. every people use mask, from the young to the older people like my grandma. and i cant, becasue i didnt have that's thing. its not just my country by the way, other country to...