Faycenna

you're a star of my heart. you're a star of my mind. you're a star of my eyes.. just tell me, what u want to say. will be a different sometimes. will be an awkward every night. just tell me isnt to late. oh sunshine. morning and strugling happy and something u found i found u miss i miss u come, i come u really say the means of life. and stay with me, by my side. u are a star of life, to me. nothing at all, i cant lying, nothing at all, and im lying/

its will be hard. but im deserve it. its will be so sucks. and i know thats feelin. so, this time, its for time to feelin something what i want. and tomorrow, we forgeting the bad moment.

I know, we have our own ways, its so noisy please!! im so tired with dream, my dream peoples dream, parents dream, grandma, cousin, brother, friend, uncle, aunt dream, and what ever dreams. idk its just a selfish in a gene, or a real dreams. i cant do that, i mean germany?, its made me felt life its so sucks, just for going through our messy life. im sorry, fuck for u person who always yelling with random words, if i sychopath maybe i will punch u dude!, or kill ur soul, but i must control my self, and its sucks dude, i cant breathe. please, i need to cry and its hard, fuck it all, their never understand what i felt, their will yelling me and said im crazy and hopeless. its sucks! i want to control my self, i dont want the moment or the time control my self. I hate me, i hate u. i felt like, im denial. lets make a deep talk, maybe its helpfull (maybe), or i will made a mistaken again, idk. why, and my parents still told to me for stay and forgeting about my dream, so...

maaf lemes mikir. maaf bgt, banyak yg mau di ketik, smg paham

lepaskanlah lepaskanlah lepaskanlah kalo sudah sampai pasti ada waktu nya. tidak pernah ada kata kau harus berhenti menangis. lepaskan saja, nanti kau akan dapat juga. kalau rindu bilang, biar saja malu yang penting kening mu terlepas dari pening. kalau sakit bilang, jangan hilang. karena rindu juga ada dan tercipta untuk di ucap kan. leaskanlah, bukan bermaksud bilang jangan rindu. kau juga tahu ini racun, kepala mu terus berfikir, tapi hati mu yang berat bernyanyi. tak apa, coba pelan pelan saja. masa lalu tercipta sudah semestinya. dan kau berdiri disini sudah takdir nya. dan mereka hadir memang bertujuan, kalau pun hanya sebatas agar kau meanangis. syukur nya kau tahu rasa menangis.

just chillin in ur day. keep it ur damn mind in ur pocket of smile. throw up all of the trash of ur soul. smile at u, ada give a reason why u livin in bad world. because u are the wonderful collours, adn u will make it better. i love u so much, and u never know what is feel. just take it off, and breathe. i lobh u.