Faycenna

I never thought its will be a worst thing in my life. emm, in this moment i mean. so ya, welcome to my world, its a different world. am i wrong?, or actually i always right on this thing? its a hard year maybe. i'm just chin up to the sky and said louder "Please keep follow my way, coz a lot of heaten ppl is lookin at me now, without obvious reason, without a clear notes." still stick around, and whisper "I know, i know but its better if i silent my voice for the moment, and feel the feelin, the bad, forbidden, or good, im tired, dude, sister" hope u understand and come closer even for a while, just for tell me whats goin on// even just tell about the fucking corona virus attack our world.

assalamualaikum ppl. gw mau nulis apa entah, gw ngerasa confuse bgt, kenapa ya gw suka banget mikir hal yang menurut org gak perlu di fikirin. ya semisal org mikirin fisika, kimia, lah gw malah mikirin "Kok bisa personlity org gitu," "Kok bisa ada yang kayak gitu" "Kok bisa mereka begini begitu" ya kok bisa mulu dah. im so tired, kalo gak ada yg bilang ke gw untuk berhenti berfikir, bablas deh. semua nya gw fikirin, sampe yg gak penting pun gw fikirin, papa selalu ngajarin buat jangan emosian dalam befikir, tp itu malah bikin gw selalu bimbang dan takut, dan selalu berfikir. haha lmao. apa gw jahat ya sama orang itu, apa gw bikin risih mereka?, apa gw dan sebagainya. kapan ya gw bisa berhenti?, capek. ada gak ya org yg bisa kasih tau gw untuk "Stop all gonna be fine" ada gak ya orang yang tahan sama gw dengan segala bacotan gw. ada gak ya?, orang yang kaya gw? ini normal gak sih? hmm, dunia ini bukan pun...